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Chin



Why one keeps going, resolutely pushing
the rock? An uphill task, I assure you,
one endures throughout his life. Above that front,
the clouds of his thoughts mass. "Firmly resolved,



his jaw set, he bore down on the opposition
and would have carried the day, except . . . "
Etc. In the end, so what? There were advantages,
risks, and all one can do is look back. I'll be old,



rheum will trickle, and I'll rub my aches.
Too tired to push the weight a blessed notch,
I'll sit and learn an old man's gape,
while ligaments shrink. The stars come out



very slowly, into the murk. Its strings cut,
the wind's just a touch. On the plain beneath,
cows stop grazing and bellow, clean-muzzled
in the cropped grass. There's the herd boy,



stoning a pond. Now he turns home, driving the herd
in front, and the crow on his shoulder flies off,
words he was taught stored in a skull
feathered from night. Whoosh! that's it, lights out,



not a whit comes back. I was kidding, we have more,
even if the view's been wiped, doodles on slate.
It was just a way of saying I creak like the springs
of a cot. As codgers will, I shuck every burden;



a few friends gather to reminisce. We see,
beneath us, what? Lanterns the ones down there lit,
a handful at first, to seek us out? We'd push dirt
onto them, if it weren't such work. If we left a trace.


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